That’s just how life is. I’m certainly no expert on life, but things have changed. At this stage in life, whatever this stage is, at least I recognize it. It is what it is.
Riding has changed.
I’ve ridden for 20 years. I’ve ridden because I’ve absolutely NEEDED to to keep my sanity. It’s the only peace in the world at times. Theres been times in the past that it’s the only way to untangle the bullshit and the mess.
I’ve found the mess is still there pretty much, but I don’t NEED riding to untangle it. After the last 2 years, I’ve found that I’m alot tougher than I used to be. Sometimes I feel that nothing can effect me anymore negatively.
But I still love to ride. This isnt like the phase when I wanted to lose weight, or get a house, or get married.
Riding is more important to me than all of that. There’s very few things that have lasted in my life, but the open road, the wind in my face and quite honestly my wife and family are the only things that have endured.
But, its different now.
So fuck philophy. Im excited for the BACA patch party for nevada this weekend with my wife;
You should come out. These are the only real guys in nevada committed to keeping the kids of nevada safe from child abuse safe.
Whenever I'm riding, I wish that my wife were with me to enjoy it. But, with two young children, that's difficult for now.
My 6 year old son, Hunter, is autistic. That puts a lot of stress on us. The only two times I feel completely at peace are, when I'm riding, and when I'm at Church.
Hunter is still a lot of fun to play with. Unlike many autistic kids, he actually likes being around people. He just won't interact with them much, and won't talk unless he has a reason to.
Autism is a tough thing. One of my best friends has a son who is autistic, and it is tough to deal with for them sometimes I think. The funny thing is, I've tested in the autism spectrum with Aspergers syndrome. It's been a challenge at times, but I'm 100% fine with it now. I've learned to adjust and it is what it is. It's quite honestly all I know, and I wouldn't change it if I could. It's never held me back, and driven me to try harder. I think thats why I like riding: All those neurotypical people out there sure do alot of stupid shit, and on out the road I don't have to deal with it 🙂
I wish we could come out for that party! We've gotta get up there sometime! Have a great time.
~Boston